I’ve written a bit about the job I’ve been interviewing for that’s in Texas. This morning, I decided that I wasn’t ready to pick up my whole life and move for a job that I may not even enjoy. Imagine if I went through the whole process of moving across the country and then hated it. I’d be stuck for at least a year, probably longer.
I thought about it a ton before I made my final decision and e-mailed the HR woman to tell her it wasn’t going to work for me. If I’m going to get a real grown up job in an area that doesn’t interest me, I at least want it to be close to home so it won’t be such a big deal if I decide to leave. It stressed me out at first, but I just reminded myself that I’m 22, I don’t have to have my whole life figured out right now.
I haven’t posted a selfie in a while, so this was from yesterday. I’m still loving my Naked 3 palette and experimented with a smokey eye. I rarely wear my makeup this dark but I really liked it.
I downloaded the Tinder app yesterday to see what all the fuss is about. I should never join dating sites or use dating apps because the same kinds of things end up happening every time. I use them for no more than 3 days before deleting them but I always give in and give my number to guys and that’s when things get weird because I don’t usually want to meet any of them. My first experience with an online dating site, I met Logan and we talked for months and were smitten with each other but I always chickened out when he tried to meet me. And the last time, I made one because Brittany and Quentin convinced me to, and I ended up meeting Chad. Which I don’t really regret but overall I end up talking to a ton of guys and then have to figure out a way to nicely stop talking to them. I gave two guys my number since getting Tinder last night and I’ve blocked one of them from texting me already because he was getting really weird.
Honestly I just get bored and want someone to text and be flirty with, but guys on dating sites usually want serious relationships and they want to meet up after talking for 10 minutes, it’s overwhelming. I think I’m done responding to messages and will probably delete the app soon, but I’ll keep you guys updated on the one guy who has my number, not that I think anything profoundly interesting will be happening with that.